The kiss of life......

I've been struggling to find something in my life (ever since sliced bread)- something that would take this pain away from the inside; the pain of not knowing why I am here, something that made sense of my being, something that's so true it would make my heart bleed with joy....

This undying feeling I have within makes me look like I crib for everything and complain about my life even when I have everything I could possibly need ever. They say I think too much, they say I worry for almost everything, they say I don't have my priorities right. May be they are right, may be they are not.

I started to think about my thoughts and my 'struggle'. When I would solve some technical issues at my work place, people appreciate me for skill of analyzing problems and finding out solutions and that I go with rock solid fundamentals. But when I do something similar to find my answers about life and its purpose, I end up struggling and getting depressed after failing miserably. As usual, I was fighting for answers this noon when I accidentally stumbled upon a remarkable thought, a reason for my failure all this while- I tried to use logic to solve this problem. That was a BIG mistake in my approach. You cannot use reasons or use logic when it comes to life (and girls). They simply don't go by logic. No. Never. Ever.

There are so many things about life which we simply cannot 'reason'. Life is not Math. Yet life and math are so similar fundamentally- they both work on hypotheses. Without assumptions, both cannot be explained.

Life is a lesson. You learn it when you're through.

c’est la vie!